*negatively positive*

Today's a strange day. Life is indeed full of ups and downs. Well for today, I woke up kinda late(as compared to the recent days) then made my way to tampines mall to get some house warming present for Warren. OH yea, his house ish fabulous. So "chalet-like" cept that, its his home. Wow man, everything is so wonderfully designed. Wonder who is the architect?

so yeap, we made our way to his house. Played cards and stuff. Freak, i lost all my money, over 3 bucks. Just my luck man.. yea so thats a down for me. Well, i learnt more about myself today.. i'm a pretty bad loser actually. Yes i admit. My joyous mood completely went down hill. Yeah, i became darn pissed when i kept losing. Or close to winning for that matter. Anyways, I'm sorry guys, for choosing soccer over basketball. Paul's here once in while, so yea, decided to play soccer with him.

I didnt exactly regret my decision. Life ish lyk this isnt it? Full of crossroads, and you get to choose what path you can take. So yeap, it was an up for me. I suppose i played pretty well, i throughly enjoyed kicking around the ball.

And it ended eventually. And my chicken rice at home toppled over when i attempted to pour the chilli sauce in. Oh man, it was the first time i actually groaned pretty badly over it. Not because i hab to clear it, but because the chicken rice smelled so darn nice! A down i suppose. oh yea, i settled for some cup noodles in e end.

Time really flies, my ncc camp's over, its already coming to the end of year 2004.(soon it'll be christmas! i never spend any xmas with any girl before. sad. or my birthday ) So many things happened.. I think I'll take tonight to remember the highlights of this year. And perhaps I'll do a post on my year 2004 soon. Hope you guys had a great year.

Often people regret don't they? Things they done and stuff. I'm no exception. But you just have to live with it. I seriously hope, when the very last day of my life ends, when im on my death bed, I can say.. "I've done my best. I have no regrets at all." (no prize for guessing who said that too)

I've been blasting this song lately. An oldie i guess. But nevertheless nice. And wonderful lyrics.

Bon Jovi's Always

This romeo is bleeding, but you can't see his blood
It's nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up
It's been raining since you left me
Now I'm drowning in the flood
You see I've always been a fighter
But without you I give up

Now I can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
Well,I guess I'm not that good anymore
But baby, that's just me

Yeah I, will love you, baby
Always and i'll be there
Forever and a day, always

I'll be there, till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and the words don't rhyme
I know when i die you'll be on my mind
and I'll love you, always

Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh
Some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye

What I'd give to run my fingers thru your hair
Touch your lips, to hold you near,
When you say your prayers,
try to understand I've made mistakes,
I'm just a man

When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words
You've been needing to hear,
I'll wish I was him '
Cause these words are mine,
to say to you 'Til the end of time

If you told me to cry for you, I could
If you told me to die for you, I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price i won't pay
To say these words to you

Well, there ain't no luck in these loaded dice
But baby, if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams, and our old lives,
We'll find a place, where the sun still shines

ooh.. touching =)