the right thing to do

Yea well. While others are all mugging away, getting prepared for the O levels, i'm wasting my life away. Yeah, i just watched a movie, which pretty much led me waste a night that i could use for studying.

Question is. Would i study anyways?

Maybe. God knows. I've chosen the path to watch a movie anyway. And the movie is.. "All about love" or in direct translation "say i love you again". Sure sounds cheesy.

Andy Lau. Main actor. Age 40+ at least. And still able to play the significant other of two girls say roughly 15 years younger. How on Earth does he maintain his youthful look? Don't mind me, my dad, despite being 40+ as well, looks like someone 10 years older. Probably the stress of taking care of me did that.

Well.. the movie was mediocre i'll have to say. Wasnt really touched. Perhaps i'm inhuman, or maybe i'm too deep in love to appreciate such a heart breaking show. Whatever it is, watching the girl from twins, not gillian chung, act is a pleasure. Gawd. She's so damn adorable. Lucky andy lau. He's old enough to be her dad.

All in all, the moral of the study is to cherish what you have before it's too late. And in this case, it is to tell your loved ones u love them before it's too late. But well, i don think i'll ever say "i love you" to my dad. Sometimes, actions do speak louder than words. I'm trying real hard to be a filial son. (to show that i do love him)

Moving on, i've learnt the basics of some love songs. Oh, with the guitar that is. Man, i can't wait to learn nothing's gonna change my love for you. Such a beautiful song. Even more so if i'm able to play the song in front of her. Someday i will. I won't sing. I promise. Haha.

Oh yea by the way, i found a new job ambition! And that is to be script writer. I'm sick of stupid movies! I'm gonna create some nice ones in the future. Ya right. Well why a script writer? They are like artists don't you think? Able to exhibit their creativity by having people to act out the story. I'll love to be one someday. I hope.

So that's about it. Time for some late gaming. C ya.

-i want that place in your heart-

when competition arises

Often in love, things rarely go smoothly. It's not necessary a case of "boy meet girl, girl meet boy, fall in love" kind of thing. Sometimes there are cases of "boy meets 2 girls, girl meets 2 boys, who to choose leh?". And so you call them the triagular relationship.

Sure it feels great being the one able to choose. But if you truly like both, then it'll be a huge heartache as in who to let go. I shall not comment if you're someone who plays with other's feelings.

And as for the one who has to fight for love. Now that's an uphill task. Jealousy, disappointment, heartaches just to name a few are the negative stuffs they'll have to face. And sadly.. one party will win at the expense of another's loss. And "may the best man wins" applies here.

As for me, i always hope that i don't end up in such a sticky situation. Apparently, fate has something else in store for me, and now i'm caught in the middle. I love competions. But sadly, that only applies for everything else except love and studies. I tend to give up easily. And that's just me..

**

A girl walks into a mall. And there was a sale. and it read "Buy a companion now! Everlasting love guaranteed"

And so the girl took a look at all the guys that are offered. Dazzling they all are.
The girl took her time to analyse and read what all the guys have to offer.

Michael: Handsome, muscular, offers a great sense of security. Typical hunk.

Jonathan: Rich, cultured, polite, sensitive. Typical sensitive new age guy.

Melvin: Humourous, fun to be with, joyous. Typical party starter.

And lastly..

Althalas: Has a heart that'll loves deeply and truthfully. Typical idiot.

So who would the girl end up with?

**(what a lame story, i know. i shall end here)


-i won't give up just yet for the ball's in your court, not mine-

a maze

What surrounds him are walls, of height that are twice of him. There simply isn't a way for him to climb up and see the right way to the place he would like to go. And after hours or even days of endless roads and meeting deadends, he decided to stop for a moment.

Behind him lies the way he came from. The entrance so as to speak. The door he went through when he made up his mind to search for everlasting happiness. But of course, everything has a price to pay. Now he's disappointed at the many dead ends, thirsty and weary of all the long paths.

And ahead of him lies an unusually long path. So should he move on and take his determination to the limits? Or should he turn back and give up his pursuit of everlasting happiness? And the decision is his to make, and one wrong choice, he'll lose everything. Now that's reality.

-i made the assumption before, that i was able to last that long. and i was made a fool. this time round. will history repeat or will it be the right thing to do-