a wonder

Today was a fabulous day. Ker Hui's drop dead gorgeous, that kinda caused me to actually feel self conscious. I admit I'm lucky to have such a pretty girlfriend, but i don't wanna be labelled as an extremely "heng" guy, just "heng" will do. =D And i guess its time to upgrade my ward robe. I'm stuck with the same clothes for quite some time already.

I certainly do wish for more of these kind of days. The holidays are somewhat draggy and monotonous for me, and days like these certainly brighten up my life. But as fate has it, these days are pretty hard to come by. I'm always free. And due to that, my beloved has decided to place me at the LAST of her priority list! Geez. I've gotta start acting busy! =D (but at the end of day, she's just gonna say she don't care. ah well. tough luck. haha)

Anyways, there is soccer tomorrow. Been ages since we've got 10 people who wanna play soccer. So yeap. The rain can come on Sunday instead. =)

It was great hearing you reminiscising about your past. It kinda got me thinking. Will my presence in your life have a great impact? Should anything happen to me, will I ever be forgotten?

i'm all about loving you

Looking at the pages of my life
Faded memories of me and you
Mistakes you know I've made a few
I took some shots and fell from time to time
Baby, you were there to pull me through
We've been around the block a time or two
I'm gonna lay it on the line
Ask me how we've come this far
The answer's written in my eyes

Every time I look at you, baby I see something new
It takes me higher than before and it makes me want you more
I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreaming's just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been coming to
I'm all about loving you

I've lived, I've loved, I've lost, I've paid some dues, baby
We've been to hell and back again
Through it all you're always my best friend
For all the words I didn't say and all the things I didn't do
Tonight I'm gonna find a way

Every time I look at you, baby I see something new
It takes me higher than before and it makes me want you more
I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreaming's just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been coming to
I'm all about loving you

You can take this world away
You're everything I am
Just read the lines upon my face
I'm all about loving yooooouuuuuuuuuuuuu

I'm all about, i'm all about, i'm all about loving you

Every time I look at you, baby, I see something new
it takes me higher than before and it makes me want you more
I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreaming just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been coming to
I'm all about loving you

All about loving you..

I will never cause you to cry again. I promise.

memories

Whoa! IMF is finally over. Oh ya for those who didnt know, i'm working as a cost controller. In other words, a storeman. Well, before i started working, i had this perception that storeman means slogging away hours in the store simply by carrying boxes here and there. I thought it will be perfect for me to build up muscles.

Alas, cost controlling turned out to be extremely simple. It's actually more of admin work then physical work! Frankly speaking, the job scope wasnt exactly to my liking, but nevertheless, receiving goods from suppliers and checking whether the goods are up to standard or not, was a pleasant experience.

The suppliers were amusing people, for most of them are pretty much people who loves joking around. Thankfully, they were on very good terms with the full-time cost controllers. And this allowed us to "taste samples" which were enough to fill up our stomachs. Egg tarts, coconut tarts, strawberries, fishballs, sushi, you name it. And we got to devour them.

There were difficulties definitely. Such as keeping awake when there's really nothing left for us to do. (there were too much manpower i'll say). And the final day of work, counting the amount of stock remaining after the whole imf event. Surprisingly, things didnt go according to what was expected. Only a fifth of the items was used/consumed. Wonder how long it'll take to clear the remaining items.

It's pretty sad that IMF lasted only for a mere two weeks. I'll probably miss working with the great and fun loving supervisors over there. Cost controlling may not be a glamourous job as compared to serving the delegates, but, the experience i've gained is so much more than what being a waiter can offer. And with that, another chapter of my life has now been closed.

I'll give you the wings you desire, so do enjoy the view you have up there. And as long you remember i'm below waiting for you, I can safely say, i'm contented. =)

out of control

Like a lone soldier,
fighting hundreds by himself.
A lonely battle; a never-ending war
With his home in jeopardy,
Will it be a victory?
Or a defeat filled with misery?

Like a lone firefighter,
struggling with a sea of flame.
A horrific disaster; a monster untamed
With his life on the line,
Will it be cherished?
Or will he perish?

IMF. I shall take this time to recover.