*forever lost*

Do you guys hate it whenever there's nothing to look forward to? And in which you live life just because it has to be lived, since you cant possibly kill yourself. Perhaps i should stop procrastinating and get my homework done.. but argh, I lack the freaking will power.

So here am i, whining and grumbling, and I can see myself whining and grumbling over and over again. It's like I have some super duper cool looking rifle, but there's simply nothing for me to aim at. Yeah, im like wandering around aimlessly. how tragic.

With greater hope come greater disappointment. Perhaps i should frame tis phrase and put it up on the wall and remind myself that constantly. I'm a dreamer, yes a dreamer that feels things will go in my way, and that everything will have a sweet ending. Apparently, life doesnt allow things to go in ur way all the time.

I do want to make things happen, but is it the right decision to act now? I guess not. I should just wait and wait and wait. Until fate decides to place the perfect opportunity for me. I don't know, i just need a good night rest i guess.

I bet you guys don't understand what the hell's going through my mind, i've failed to explain how i feel properly either. Whatever, here's a story.

All of us are entitled to a bank account when we were borned. The bank deposits 86400 dollars into the account during the start of the day. However, it doesnt allow cash balances, or bringing forward the money for usage the next day. At the end of the day, the bank takes away the money that's left unused.

Being humans as all of us are, we'll probably withdraw every single cent and use it happily right? So what is this bank account im talking about?

It is TIME. All of us are entitled to 86400 seconds everyday. If u fail to use your time wisely, time will just disappear into thin air. There's no turning back. Time just constantly moves on and doesnt wait for anyone.

Tell your loved ones you love them, do the things you always wanted to do and live life as tho there's no tomorrow. Time is valuable, and do cherish it.

So ya, maybe i should really find something to invest my time on. Oh yea, my story's half way done by the way. hopefully after a week or so, i can publish it. so yeaps , adios.


Where are you..