*been a long time*

Whoa.. i'm finally back it seems. Really a long time since i updated tis blog of mine. Ahh.. well, i'm updating now.

I guess i've made up my mind. I don't really need romantic love at tis stage of my life. Maybe i've given up on love already. There's really no point at all.. i've been foolish all along. For now it seems.

Nope, i didnt get rejected or neither did i break up wib someone recently. Suddenly it just hit me, falling in love may be easy but should u get into a relationship, its a whole new story.

I was chatting wib tis friend of mine, my klas mate for 2 years for sec 1 and 2. Never once was he linked with anybody, and im sure some of my frens, will probably die of shock if we do find out he gets attached. And nope, hes not ghey. He just don't feel the need of having girl friend. And I admire him for that.

Comparing him to my other frens whom are love sick or wallow in self pity after lost love, he is so much happier. Yes, it may feel weird when you see friends who are attached and ure not. they may be cuddling away and all. That's just a fraction of what couplehood is all about perhaps.

Yes loneliness, it hurts. comes without giving any warning, and leaves after making you feel miserable. The cure? Good friends who are singles, and whom are independent. Who needs girls when you've got loads of buddies right?

So all in all, searching for love will be fruitless. Maybe in love, its the only time you can wait under the tree, and the rabbit will lay unconscious right in front of you. so yea, good night.

Better to love and to lose, than to never love at all? I rather not have love if I were to be left, scarred for life. Till death do us part? For better or worse? A bull load of crap for now.