it's the only way out
Sometimes life just doesn't go smoothly as one would like to. Things may not go according to your favour nor will things be the way you want them to be. And you sit in a corner and ponder, what on earth should i do?
Perhaps taking a step back and having a bigger view will be a wise thing to do, instead of looking at things with a narrow mind. Problems are smaller and more manageable when you look at it with a more open-minded view. It gets tempting to start thinking narrow-mindedly but you just have to resist.
Taking this step back is not easy. For i am taking it now. Maybe tomorrow i'll lose all my determination and start thinking narrow-mindedly. But whatever it is...it's the only way out.
...and i dont wish to be trapped
Friday, February 24, 2006
at a loss
Man, i'm having a dilemna right now. So what is it that's bothering me? That is none other than money, the root source of evil.
It's virtually impossible to find someone who hate having more money in their pockets. Except for those monks, i'm sure most people would even love to die rich. Seriously yea, i've got to admit, there's so many things i would love to have, but i just don't have enough money to buy them all. =/ Poly school term is coming soon, i need update my wardrobe man. It's getting trashy.
And now there's a job placed right in front of me. But i'm actually reluctant to take it. I wish when i wake up tomorrow, i'll have the answer in my head. To take the job or not.
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Watched Final Destination 3 today. Or rather yesterday. Man, all i can say it has a stupid storyline, you're just simply gonna watch people die gruesomely. Maybe i'm really psychotic, but it's really hilarious to see the way they die. Especially this guy who kept deluding himself that death will never strike him. Well, it didnt strike him. It squashed him instead via the means of a tower collapsing on him. And when i say squashed, you really get to see him squashed. Hahahaha.
Other than that, i had a great day going out with her. She got herself a job(again!!!!), but well i can't be selfish can i? It's good that she can earn even more money to pamper herself and look even more beautiful. This is called a long term goal. =x Or investment. (im kidding btw =D). Seriously.. saying goodbye to her is really hard for I don't get to see her very often. May both of us get into the same class in poly!
Well. Didn't really expect i'll say so much. Oh by the way, here's some mission for those who still actually read my blog. Please leave a message in my tagboard. Wondering who you guys are.
Fancy some cash? Get me his head and $1000 is yours!
Man, i'm having a dilemna right now. So what is it that's bothering me? That is none other than money, the root source of evil.
It's virtually impossible to find someone who hate having more money in their pockets. Except for those monks, i'm sure most people would even love to die rich. Seriously yea, i've got to admit, there's so many things i would love to have, but i just don't have enough money to buy them all. =/ Poly school term is coming soon, i need update my wardrobe man. It's getting trashy.
And now there's a job placed right in front of me. But i'm actually reluctant to take it. I wish when i wake up tomorrow, i'll have the answer in my head. To take the job or not.
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Watched Final Destination 3 today. Or rather yesterday. Man, all i can say it has a stupid storyline, you're just simply gonna watch people die gruesomely. Maybe i'm really psychotic, but it's really hilarious to see the way they die. Especially this guy who kept deluding himself that death will never strike him. Well, it didnt strike him. It squashed him instead via the means of a tower collapsing on him. And when i say squashed, you really get to see him squashed. Hahahaha.
Other than that, i had a great day going out with her. She got herself a job(again!!!!), but well i can't be selfish can i? It's good that she can earn even more money to pamper herself and look even more beautiful. This is called a long term goal. =x Or investment. (im kidding btw =D). Seriously.. saying goodbye to her is really hard for I don't get to see her very often. May both of us get into the same class in poly!
Well. Didn't really expect i'll say so much. Oh by the way, here's some mission for those who still actually read my blog. Please leave a message in my tagboard. Wondering who you guys are.
Fancy some cash? Get me his head and $1000 is yours!
Sunday, February 19, 2006
a wall
I myself was wondering how long will it last. The wall that i've built around my fragile self. The wall that has been helping me block out all sorts of negative thoughts and neediness. And today..the wall is showing signs of crumbling. And i can't seem to stop it.
It sure feels really weird. It's like deja vu. History is beginning to unfold right in front of my eyes for the 2nd time again. I'm like in front of a crossroad; and only one path is the right one. I've taken the wrong one before, and it seems like i'm taking the same path again. I don't want to.. but i can't help it.
Guess i'll just have to see how it goes. I'll just have to run around and make sure the wall that i've erected does not crumble. I'll just have to stick to the right path. I'll just have to live my life. And i'll just have to try my hardest. Make it or break it. Do or die. Now or never.
I hate it when i'll have to say goodbye to you.
I myself was wondering how long will it last. The wall that i've built around my fragile self. The wall that has been helping me block out all sorts of negative thoughts and neediness. And today..the wall is showing signs of crumbling. And i can't seem to stop it.
It sure feels really weird. It's like deja vu. History is beginning to unfold right in front of my eyes for the 2nd time again. I'm like in front of a crossroad; and only one path is the right one. I've taken the wrong one before, and it seems like i'm taking the same path again. I don't want to.. but i can't help it.
Guess i'll just have to see how it goes. I'll just have to run around and make sure the wall that i've erected does not crumble. I'll just have to stick to the right path. I'll just have to live my life. And i'll just have to try my hardest. Make it or break it. Do or die. Now or never.
I hate it when i'll have to say goodbye to you.
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