*changes always happen*
Time to do some revamping! haha, guess everybody probably sick and tired of my previous blog template. So here am i, proud to show you guys my new template for my blog! Alright, i didn't create it my own, but the minor details that needs to be changed took me pretty long >.<
Today's pretty fine. or rather boring. Did nothing but play gun bound throughout the day. Seems to me my friends are losing interest in it. Sigh.. it just ain't fun to resort playing with strangers. Ah well.. at least Samantha still plays it.
Does looks matter to people when they choose their significant other? well, i'm sure many people will say no. But I'm certain the truth is otherwise. Personally, I feel that physical attraction is important, at least you'll be interested in that person and thus find out more about him or her.
Think there's this quote, forgot how it goes exactly but the meaning is that beauty disappears as we age but the inner beauty in us always remain. That'll prove that our character etc. are much more important.
Wish i am more good looking, or at least give me the confidence to feel at ease when I look into the mirror. Alright i know that's cockbullshyt, I simply have low self esteem. What to do? what to do? Hope Mdm Jamillah ish right, looks don't really matter when we are older. Oh yeah another quote, you don't love a woman because she's beautiful, but she's beautiful because you love her. So let me take this opportunity to say how beautiful Samantha is. Well.. she's really beautiful , not juz because I love her.
Moving on, my temperament seems to be pretty weird nowadays. my mood swings are simply getting more frequent. Guess it's because of that.. that spending time wib me is a bore. *gets ready tons of plasters*
For what? for my heart. It might be broken again.. I'm not sure I do not know. Being heart broken really sucks and the pain is definitely worse than pure physical pain. Yet the more I want to prevent that from happening, the more I end up allowing it to happen. Ironic.
Thursday, August 05, 2004
*one more chance..*
Been super stressed. Had to go through one of the latest ending day today. Couldn't take in too much knowledge at one go. Social studies, PoA, and e maths, all of which my class learnt new things. Plus ive gotta do some last minute studying of Chemistry. Omggggggggggggg!
Napfa was alright. At least some thing for me to cheer about. Think i'll get gold with a score of 27. If i calculated correctly. Yay man! but...sit & reach almost got me silver. Aint that flexible.
Plus some problems which are pretty minor yet i chose to blow it up and got myself pissed off at myself. thankfully was given a chance to redeem myself. don't want silly misunderstandings to kill off my relationship. Time to buck up man, in both my private life and studies.
Anger is one letter short of Danger.
Been super stressed. Had to go through one of the latest ending day today. Couldn't take in too much knowledge at one go. Social studies, PoA, and e maths, all of which my class learnt new things. Plus ive gotta do some last minute studying of Chemistry. Omggggggggggggg!
Napfa was alright. At least some thing for me to cheer about. Think i'll get gold with a score of 27. If i calculated correctly. Yay man! but...sit & reach almost got me silver. Aint that flexible.
Plus some problems which are pretty minor yet i chose to blow it up and got myself pissed off at myself. thankfully was given a chance to redeem myself. don't want silly misunderstandings to kill off my relationship. Time to buck up man, in both my private life and studies.
Anger is one letter short of Danger.
Sunday, August 01, 2004
*ndp preview!*
Weehaaaaaaaaaa! Been a great day/night. Enjoyed myself throughly. Of coz, wouldnt have felt so without sam around =x (and she didnt wear the ring!! ahhhhhhhhh!!!) We wore white too, though the stadium was kinda filled up with red people.
Sho yeap, met up with her at TM to do some grocery shopping, in case we get hungry during the ndp preview. We kinda expected that we'll be hungry during the show. Especially me =x. Sho yeap, went down to ntuc and bought ourselves some chocolate and sandwiches.
Shortly after, reached the destination. My first reaction was "whoa!". din really expect so many people around, and we were actually running a little late, ahh... singaporeans eh? Shared the first time queuing up just to climb up an overhead bridge with sam btw =PpP (oh yeah, was so afraid to lose her along the way there, that i made darn sure that she's beside me all the time =x sigh, im possesive =P did the normal stuff, held her hand etc, hope you get what i mean =x)
Yeap the closer we were to the stadium, the greater the human tide got. (and the more possesive i gort =x and paranoid too, was afraid she'll faint coz of the massive crowd. =P) Then she gave up her dear bag for security checks. One thing i noted ish that, no one can touch her bag, not even me. hahaha. (annnd hey! let me carry the bag for u next time ! )
Took the goody bag, it was great man. And i was pretty surprised she never drank isport before. and kept asking me how does it taste like. Cutie pie eh =x kay anyways, the goody bag's was indeed goody. Had loads of stuff in it, mostly drinks though. annnd some sort of handfone a.k.a torch light. pretty unique. and she thought its real. hahas.
Got to our seats, had a pretty good view of the parade. Moi ate the food up almost immediately. (heeey don sit up sho straight can? make me feel sho short only =x) Felt so singaporean today, switched my converse cap for the singapore-coloured cap that came along wib the goody bag. and wave the flag retardedly. but its because of the spirit within the stadium that made me hyper.
Then took a little picture. Here's the soldiers.
The rest of the show was superb. And the farni part were the replacements for the President etc. Wonder why ngee ann din take part in the parade. (it'll be nice if i could dance on the stage with her =x if don mind tt is)
Moving on towards the end of the show, the fireworks!! same, first time catching fireworks with a gal. here goes:
It's really great don you think? sharing this particular moment in time with someone you truly enjoy being with. sharing the joy of the nation together with her. sharing my "first times" with the same gal today. And her name ish Samantha. I repeat Samantha. =)
(dear, it's really an awesome day today. Hope u enjoyed urself today as well. i'm not sure if the future will allow us to share such a joyous moment again, but whatever happens, always remember this particular moment alwights? of cus, the 100th day one as well. =x Coz it'll remain in my heart forever. Lurve yeh ^.^)
and may the ring bind us together... itsumo.
Weehaaaaaaaaaa! Been a great day/night. Enjoyed myself throughly. Of coz, wouldnt have felt so without sam around =x (and she didnt wear the ring!! ahhhhhhhhh!!!) We wore white too, though the stadium was kinda filled up with red people.
Sho yeap, met up with her at TM to do some grocery shopping, in case we get hungry during the ndp preview. We kinda expected that we'll be hungry during the show. Especially me =x. Sho yeap, went down to ntuc and bought ourselves some chocolate and sandwiches.
Shortly after, reached the destination. My first reaction was "whoa!". din really expect so many people around, and we were actually running a little late, ahh... singaporeans eh? Shared the first time queuing up just to climb up an overhead bridge with sam btw =PpP (oh yeah, was so afraid to lose her along the way there, that i made darn sure that she's beside me all the time =x sigh, im possesive =P did the normal stuff, held her hand etc, hope you get what i mean =x)
Yeap the closer we were to the stadium, the greater the human tide got. (and the more possesive i gort =x and paranoid too, was afraid she'll faint coz of the massive crowd. =P) Then she gave up her dear bag for security checks. One thing i noted ish that, no one can touch her bag, not even me. hahaha. (annnd hey! let me carry the bag for u next time ! )
Took the goody bag, it was great man. And i was pretty surprised she never drank isport before. and kept asking me how does it taste like. Cutie pie eh =x kay anyways, the goody bag's was indeed goody. Had loads of stuff in it, mostly drinks though. annnd some sort of handfone a.k.a torch light. pretty unique. and she thought its real. hahas.
Got to our seats, had a pretty good view of the parade. Moi ate the food up almost immediately. (heeey don sit up sho straight can? make me feel sho short only =x) Felt so singaporean today, switched my converse cap for the singapore-coloured cap that came along wib the goody bag. and wave the flag retardedly. but its because of the spirit within the stadium that made me hyper.
Then took a little picture. Here's the soldiers.
The rest of the show was superb. And the farni part were the replacements for the President etc. Wonder why ngee ann din take part in the parade. (it'll be nice if i could dance on the stage with her =x if don mind tt is)
Moving on towards the end of the show, the fireworks!! same, first time catching fireworks with a gal. here goes:
It's really great don you think? sharing this particular moment in time with someone you truly enjoy being with. sharing the joy of the nation together with her. sharing my "first times" with the same gal today. And her name ish Samantha. I repeat Samantha. =)
(dear, it's really an awesome day today. Hope u enjoyed urself today as well. i'm not sure if the future will allow us to share such a joyous moment again, but whatever happens, always remember this particular moment alwights? of cus, the 100th day one as well. =x Coz it'll remain in my heart forever. Lurve yeh ^.^)
and may the ring bind us together... itsumo.
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