*changes always happen*

Time to do some revamping! haha, guess everybody probably sick and tired of my previous blog template. So here am i, proud to show you guys my new template for my blog! Alright, i didn't create it my own, but the minor details that needs to be changed took me pretty long >.<

Today's pretty fine. or rather boring. Did nothing but play gun bound throughout the day. Seems to me my friends are losing interest in it. Sigh.. it just ain't fun to resort playing with strangers. Ah well.. at least Samantha still plays it.

Does looks matter to people when they choose their significant other? well, i'm sure many people will say no. But I'm certain the truth is otherwise. Personally, I feel that physical attraction is important, at least you'll be interested in that person and thus find out more about him or her.

Think there's this quote, forgot how it goes exactly but the meaning is that beauty disappears as we age but the inner beauty in us always remain. That'll prove that our character etc. are much more important.

Wish i am more good looking, or at least give me the confidence to feel at ease when I look into the mirror. Alright i know that's cockbullshyt, I simply have low self esteem. What to do? what to do? Hope Mdm Jamillah ish right, looks don't really matter when we are older. Oh yeah another quote, you don't love a woman because she's beautiful, but she's beautiful because you love her. So let me take this opportunity to say how beautiful Samantha is. Well.. she's really beautiful , not juz because I love her.

Moving on, my temperament seems to be pretty weird nowadays. my mood swings are simply getting more frequent. Guess it's because of that.. that spending time wib me is a bore. *gets ready tons of plasters*

For what? for my heart. It might be broken again.. I'm not sure I do not know. Being heart broken really sucks and the pain is definitely worse than pure physical pain. Yet the more I want to prevent that from happening, the more I end up allowing it to happen. Ironic.