*a thought*

Hey, it's me again. yeah, sad, but anyways, i've been thinking alot recently, especially learning about some unfortunate things happening and stuff.

I believe that people use history to learn more of the past and perhaps not commit the same mistakes the people in the past commits. Well, it doesnt have to be the past that allows us to learn, sometimes you've just gotta take notice of things going around you.

It is false that its "better to be loved and lost, than to never love at all." Maybe not entirely false. Anyways, analyse for yourself.

I've known a friend, whos first love was a girl whom had over 10 ex. I've got no idea what happened exactly but in the end they two broke up and the gal hooked up with someone else. If i were him, i would rather not have love at all, and till now, this friend of mine still constantly.. thinks about her perhaps. V day coming, and this ger even asked my fren to buy her a gift. Perfect first love? Definitely not.

Okay another friend of mine, had a terrible first love. the most terrible thing happened i guess for him. this girl took advantage of him, took him for granted and even created a messy love triangle. and though he moved on, he continued to fall in love and end up being hurt.. all the time it seems. And now he's a very depressed man. Sigh.

Yupp. That's it about the true value of this quote "better to loved and lost than to never love at all".

So many crap so many thoughts, that's just me. I simply love to think and overthink sometimes. ahh.. the keyboard spoils here.

I hate it when you bring me so high up, only to let me go, let me fall. It may not be as painful as for you to throw me down to earth, but it still hurts badly. =/