*when the cold wind blow*
Its nighttime! 12 midnight. i dont know why but.. the nights seem to be really scary now. its the perfect moment for loneliness to feast on you. i'm human, like everybody else. blasting the song "i swear" right now, aint helping much, juz adding on to this lonely feel.
I miss her. yes i really do. but she's gone, definitely. thoughts of her are really flooding my mind, it's hard to stay focus and get over her. we used to be so close, now things just aint the same anymore. and will never be. and thats the part that bites the hardest.
when you think of something constantly, normally its brought into your dreams as well. been dreaming about her for several nights, and that makes up waking up painful. argh.. wish im at some beach right now, den i'll be able to scream my lungs out.
im gonna start work tomorrow. i hope it helps me to prevent my mind from wandering. and poa lesson tomorrow, guess time to roll up and drift off to sleep.
normally a break up is two lovers going separate ways. i dont wanna continue moving further from her. i really wish i could turn back and chase up with her. and start walking in the same direction again..
Sunday, November 07, 2004
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