*the 1st day*

Just returned from work. The job.. was kinda boring. sigh, packing chocolates! for 60 days straight. man.. now i know how hard it is to earn money. and hopefully, yes hopefully I'll learn how to save money better.

But it aint totally rainy, at least the aunties there were really helpful. learnt the ropes pretty quickly. i repeat, they were really helpful. i suspect one of them has a crush on young wei. LoL.
thankfully young wei and qin yu was around, else i'll be bored stiff, alone. (but it was kewl too, punching work cards? or wadeva u call. to take note when u reported for work and when u leave)

The neighbourhood there, was really dead. compared to tampines that is. Everybody aint talking, aint smiling either. they were just walking around us, past us and behind us. you could see on their faces, they looked really sullen. and with the dull colors of the buildings, the whole neighbourhood really seemed dead. (the people there are mostly elderly seniors i noticed)

took bus 81 then switched to 39 to head home. well, now that im single, i really hate the sight of couples. i dozed off during the 81 journey. guess my head banged onto the window panel or smthing, then i just woke up. i guess human's normal reaction is to look around the bus and see what happens right? who knows? maybe some terrorist faction hijacked the bus, expelled the bus driver to the main road for good and threatening everybody's life? or maybe the bus stepped onto some time portal and sent back to the old ages in which dinosaurs reigned? or perhaps some dumb thief stealing the calculator by prying your bag open? ( i had POA lesson today.)

Anyways, none of that happened. just that a couple went up the bus and filled up the back corner of the bus. i was at the back too, the other corner that is. yea, so they did those couple stuff, the gal laying her head on the guy's shoulder etc. and romancing each other with sweet nothings. sigh. now that im single, its just feel kinda weird.

and they kissed. outrageous! its single deck and they made out there. well possibly, i didnt dare to look at them indulging in some heavy mouth activity outright. i just peeped via the corner of my eye. well its awkward isnt it? for the onlookers and those who are doing it. but i guess they had some real thick skin to pull it off. amazing young people.

back here. so yea, it kinda shucks to see couples around. holding hands, hugging each other or just enjoying each other's company. but heyyy, being single isnt that bad at all right? you get to have the freedom, and the time to pack chocolates. -_-"

that's all i sppose. time to play maple story. sigh, i want that elusive level 30 so badly.

I swear. by the moon and the stars in the skies. i'll be there. I swear. like the shadow that's by your side. I'll be there. For better or worse, till death do us part. I'll love you with every beat of my heart. I swear.

...that i'll work hard to pack chocolates.