*delayed morning*

Good morning peeps! Well, yeah, its gonna be half past noon, shld be good afternoon instead. anyways, i've been like this all e time. Either I wake up very early(say 6am+ with the aid of alarm clocks) or i wake up exceptionally late (say 12 noon earliest with my biological clock). Strange eh? And I have no difficulty sleeping, i've got no idea why some of my friends find it hard to fall asleep. Normally, people find it tough to sleep when they are troubled ya? Yet on the contrary, the more troubled am i, the easier i find it to sleep. well, that's simply me.

Being the eldest, my dad was lecturing me when i juz woke up. It shucks you know, having someone lecturing you when you're like "Huh? What's going on? ". Anyways, he was saying why was it so hard for us to wake up earlier? Come to think of it, he has a point there. I mean, you can do loads of stuff in the morning. Say on saturday, when i have ncc, theres so much I can do in the six hours, and in which other normal days, I'll be just waking up. Cant help it but to sleep late ya? There's an element of pig in all of us. "the desire to sleep"

It's an cycle. After saying that sleeping was a waste of time, my dad went on to blabber on about how important money is. in actual fact, i'm thankful that he tries hard to instill in us the "not to waste money" attitude. He failed to a certain extent i guess. I really waste money at times. But i'm making efforts, to save up some cash. For future usage and my mom i guess.. So i'm gonna strive hard and let the determination to save up more cash, propel me to study harder. when skewl reopens that is. =x

I'm botak now! Or rather GI. Had to cut for the upcoming senior specialist course camp, and my bud qin yu cut his hair into GI for fun too. Anyways, it feels good having short hair. whats more? Seems like my worries are gone with my hair! It has given me a new perception towards life. Mebbe its because with my new hideous look (not as hideous with my hair), i won't stand a chance if i were to set my time out to woo girls. Alright, i guess its because I've learn to accept the current situation now.

Some things can never be rushed or forced i suppose.. especially in the area of romance and love.
I'm better off doing things that i enjoy doing, pursuing high levels in maplestory, play soccer and building up my fitness. instead to pine over lost love and stuff. I must learn how to take things slow! must learn must learn must learn must learn must learn.

Alright. this is the last paragraph. and like white on rice, i shall be into maplestory now. toodlez.

I tried my best to make you see. There's hope beyond the pain. If we give enough. If we learn to trust.