*dull dull morning*

Yawn.. what a way to spend a morning. waking up early just to start an uphill struggle against dozing off during detention. But it aint that bad, at least i managed to complete reading the novel that i had my hands on. otherwise, i'll might just still be in dreamland, and starting the day only now.

well, i read two books today. during detention that is. Yeap one of them's the novel and another ish the chicken soup for the romantic soul. both of them kinda contradict, and that left me dazed and confused.

anyways, i shall give a brief intro(*SPOILER ALERT*) on this certain chemistry book that i just read. it's about this guy, Tom, who has a steady relationship of 5 years with this ger named Sara. Tom, apparently, is a ghoster. yea, he gathers information and writes autobiography for people. people who are famous. so this person, George, is really pretty and a famous actress in some soap opera. Bla bla, and tom realised he couldnt control the significant surge in testerone level and did the unimaginable with George. yea, you can call it "having an affair"

So yup, u guessed it. Sara found out and dang, that's it, she chased him out and that signalled the end of their long, yet taken for granted relationship. George dumped him as well, realizing things will never gonna work out btw them. haha shucks ya? Tom has nothing left.

then tom realised how much sara meant to him. how important she is in his life. a tragic example of not knowing what you have till its gone ya? Sad, very sad indeed. and he tried ways, many creative ways i should call them, to win her back. (kinda similar to me over here, mebbe not as creative or special, whatever.) But he fell flat on his face. (same. sad isnt it?)

two years later, tis Tom guy thought he gotten over her. he then shockingly found out that he didnt when Sara appeared, much more prettier than ever, in some mutual friend's party. so they talked, for the 1st time in 2 years, and almost made up later. but the girl didnt want. to her, it'll never be possible for the trust element will never ever be recovered.

and that marks the end of this brief(or issit?) introduction. just realised its kinda same for me. just that i din cheat on her. there's sho many other things u can do to make people lose trust in you. i better not state them out, in case some of you don't believe me and execute dem out.

I learnt something, it's extremely hard to be back together after breaking up. sad but true. ah well, 2 years won't be that long right? to move on..? (speaking of which, i'm officially a fanatic of novels)

True love. what on earth is it? How does it feel like? Will i ever experience it? or i mean, will i ever get to have it for rest of my life? I can only ponder, imagine or dream for now i guess.