Wednesday, March 08, 2006

a lesson learnt

Ooops. Pardon me for not updating more frequently. I've been working lately. Yes, i found myself another job in serving Grand Hyatt Hotel, well as a waiter to be more detailed. Well, the pay's definitely much better than Hang Ten, but it is way more strict in the hotel.

There's so much to be learnt. And there's simply no room for mistakes. One mistake and i'm pretty sure i'll be having my ears filled with scoldings. I'm kinda thinking whether taking hospitality and tourism management is the right thing to do. Do i really want to serve people my entire life?

Oh by the way, me and ker hui got into the same course =D I'm considered pretty fortunate actually. I've got a few good pals going into the same course as well. Hope we all end up in the same class.

I realised I've been handling money very carefully now. Perhaps after working, i truly understood what they mean by saying it's not easy to earn money. And i'm running low on money already! I've still got clothes to buy and ker hui's present. So i'm left with no choice but to be careful with my money.

Boring entry i guess. Just a filler post.

It's my good fortune that I've found you

Saturday, March 04, 2006

brrr...

I swear i'm going to have a hard time waking up at 9 am tomorrow. Say if i sleep at 3, i'll get 6 hours of sleep. Well, that's sufficient considering i used to sleep 6 hours everyday when i still had to go school. But of course, that's excluding the naps I had taken during school lessons. PoA, Chinese, Geography, and A Maths were my favourite napping periods =D.

But my love for soccer is simply too strong. Just like my love for you. I don't mind going all the way to Woodlands just to have a soccer match nor would i mind playing in the rain. I don't mind sacrificing 1 hour of my time just to be able to see you for 1 minute nor would i mind cycling through the storm just to get that sweet potato you want from old chang kee =D Yeah. Passion drives me on.

I've always harboured hopes to be a professional soccer player. But as I grew up and reality begun to dawn upon me that I will never be able to make it big, I gradually lost faith and eventually I strike out the possibility. Perhaps that's the main reason what sets us apart from those who actually make it. They dare to dream, and they dare to fight for their dreams.

Enough nonsense. Guess i'll better go sleep now. And i'm going to score a goal for you. yes you =)




How can i ever be complete without you?

Thursday, March 02, 2006

i miss school

It's really ironic really. When I was still schooling over at Ngee Ann, i've always been looking forward to the holidays. Holidays = more time with frens = more fun = an opportunity for me to charge up my batteries for school when it reopens. And now, boredom is consuming me.

Well..the holiday that i'm having currently is just simply way too long and the fact i won't be going back Ngee Ann anymore kinda bites. I don't think I'm ready for Poly life anytime soon. I just don't feel old enough. But isn't this all part of growing up?

I remembered one lesson on life my OBS(outward bound school)instructor taught me. Well she said on the last day of our obs camp, "In life, sometimes you get to meet new people and form new relationships, but it is also inevitable that you'll end up having to say goodbye to each other and go on your separate ways"

I believe she meant going on your separate ways on good terms. And not due to some quarrels or something. For example, my primary school friends. I used to have 2 close buddies to go out with me all the time. But now, they themselves made new friends and so do I. Eventually, we don't hung out that often anymore. However, i've always made it a point that we still hang out together once in a while.

That's the reason why I'm fearing how Poly life will turn out. Of course, I'm sure i'll make new friends but the thought of my current group of friends going on their separate ways isn't something i'm going to relish either. That's the reason why most people are resistant to change. Nobody sane would like to risk coming out of their comfort zone do they? But it's all part and parcel of life.

Enough crapping about of life. I've got more delightful things to share.

Well, there's a huge change in my blog as well. Yeah, a very obvious one fact. I've changed my blog's skin. Now i think this is less feminine and much more nicer. This thank you has been long overdue. So yeah thank you very much ker hui. =D

Even my handphone wasn't spared. I even have a new skin for it. Haha. Again, courtesy of ker hui. It's a gift from her, which i'm in love with of course. Can even glow in the dark!



So yup. Life's been real good for me lately. I'm starting work on Monday though. I hope things don't go downhill from there. =/

Life is never a bed of roses. But you've made one for me.