*right here waiting*

I've slept for only 3 hours yesternight, and still counting. No sign of exhaustion just yet. An entry before the night hab to be forced to end early.

Was involved in sec one orientation the whole of this week. It is all this events that allow me to be "big brudder" to those pesky sec ones that makes being a student councillor worthwhile. other than that, we'll be carrying tables and chairs instead.

My class was full of terror. Bunch of uncontrollable small peeps. but fun nevertheless, when they get serious, they do become really sporty and give it all when it comes to cheering. Ngee ann people are getting shorter and shorter it seems, my batch is considered short i guess, when we came in as sec 1 that is. now it seems to be getting worse. more brain = less physical growth perhaps. (ngee ann's aggregate's 240 now)

I've known myself better throughout this camp. I'm definitely a very flawed leader. Guess impatience ish one of my characteristics. I hate it when things cant seem to get into control fast, and i end up losing my temper and start scolding them. yea screw me, dey are just sec ones after all.

Of coz, there's no point if u know ur own mistakes yet u refuse to change ya? The new ncc hierarchy has change again, i'm finally part b platoon commander, a chance for me it seems =)

Lengthy reflection post i sppose. and boring ehs. the ink runs dry here.

*the one you should call, was standing here all along.

*happy birthday to me!*

It's been a great day today. Unforgettable and simply awesome. I was pleasantly surprised when some of my friends actually wished my happy birthday, wen i didnt expected them to.

And presents! I actually thought when you're a guy, and pretty old(sixteen), presents don't come your way anymore. It's more of a trashing actually. Whoa, the opposite actually happened. I only ate one punch, and thats about it. And received two pressys =) thanks peeps.

And 1000 thanks to all my pals. thanks for the cake man, tis is one of my bestest best bdae i ever had. the other one i can remember is the one when i was much younger, i celebrated it over at mcdonald. yeh noe, some mcdonald birthday party. unlimited nuggets and all.

All in all, it's indeed a happy birthday to me. and i'm glad to be sixteen. so next tym, i shall bring my IC along to the movies, and off to NC-16 we go.

*loneliness knows me by name*

Been chilly lately yea? Yes i often dont wear on any shirt when im at home, used to be warm you see.(eew eh?). But now it's tough w/o on top on, its really cold.

Im not sure why, but dere is a link between coldness and loneliness ya? Normally when you're lonely, you don't feel warm at heart, instead you feel empty, which kinda translate to feeling "cold". Ahh, i hope u get what i mean.

Really. You may see me having loads of friends, we can joke around, hang out togehter etc. But loneliness still hits you. For whatever stupid reason i do not know. Maybe other people have it worse than me. Maybe other people handle it better. Maybe other people are not oversensitive. Maybe i'm just inferior.

And yea, i'm gonna be eligible for nc-16 show tomorrow. I can finally watch them legally. ain't that bad afterall. >.<

It's better to give than to receive.