*oh thank goodness...*

There's many thing i'm grateful for today. really elated that she didnt reject the roses. thought she would.. and it'll be an ultimate rejection. and hope she keeps them too, and enjoy the chocolates that came with it.. then, i'll be more den happy.

Yesh!!! 3e5 clinched the 2nd place for soccer! and i scored the winning goal in the match that separates us from 3n2. they got the 3rd placing. that moment was precious, i just ran and turned completely insane after scoring. ahh... i can remember every single detail. Well done ben, qin yu, kenny, leonard, jun gang and young wei. all of us made it.

Ive always lost in interklas soccer. for both sec 1 and sec 2. sho yup, the fact that i stopped the tradition of losing adds on to the joy. we won!!! YESH YESH YESH!

she didnt come though. sigh.. cldnt share the joy with her.. i don't even dare to talk to her now. i can only look at her from afar, and look at her blog,(i wonder hus enshan) her msn nickname etc. "the worst way to miss someone is seating right beside her, knowing you cant have her". So darn true.

na don pity me, i deserve tis tragic ending. it happened because of my faults, my mistakes. but i just wanna do my best , my very best. till i won't be able to do so..

alwights, ive gotta hab some food, didnt eat much today. and ultimately.. 2 days left.

- you were there.. out there, sharing the joy with me when i clinched the goal, when the final whistle sounded. Perhaps, it's just some silly imagination of mine. but i cant help it, for you're there in my heart..-