-i know i know i know!!!!!!!!!!-

so the news are spreading around pretty hotly. i know i know i know, i know i'm the dumbest person alive, why wld a sane person ask for break up when in their heart and mind, they wish they didn't ask at all? Call me insane or something. Scold me please.

Why why why? will anyone just bother to ask me why? and now everybody claims i asked for break up due to anger. It wasn't due to anger. It wasn't due to anger. It wasn't due to anger. nobody will understand how i feel exactly.. nobody will even bother. ARGH!!!!!!

i'm the dumbest guy alive. even mr benson teo repeatedly asked me is there a chance to salvage the relationship. I really wanna kill myself right now, spare myself from tis endless torture. DAMN THIS FRICKING WORLD! ARGHHHH!!!!!