random thoughts

Ahh!! I've been real lazy lately to update my blog. Or rather, i've got no idea what to blog at all. But now that i'm here, it shows that i've got something to rant about.

I've been working real hard over at Straitskitchen(Grand Hyatt hotel) for the sake of money. I figured out i roughly need at least 800 dollar. Let's hope i really do get that much. I've got so many things that i want to buy, or rather need to buy. (kerhui's present =D)

Pressuring definitely. *checks ker hui's blog* Oh dear, there's only 7 days and 20 hours left. I'm sure almost every guy who are attached are most stressed on Valentine's day and their significant other's birthday, which is of course what i'm going through now. Thankfully, the choosing of present wasn't tough. But simply buying a present isn't enough for me. So i hope i can be able to make something out of my own effort as well. To be revealed on April 1st =D

Backtracking to errr tuesday if i'm not wrong. Well that day i was out wib some pals of mine to play some late night pool, and eventually we went to some coffee shop for supper and for some chit chat. I got more information than what i bargained for as a matter of fact.

I've always thought i was someone who's considered easily jealous, pretty possessive and unbelievably insecure.(in the past, i think i've changed) Unexpectedly, i've got a pal who's even more so than me. I feel comforted actually that someone's actually thinking the same way as me and going through the same thing as me. But still, it's very wrong to be easily jealous.

This pal of mine also said that he gets very very jealous when he sees there's some other guy's message in his girlfriend's phone. And he would then tell his girlfriend about it and that it's unfair for him. This conversation then took place.

"Hey dude, don't you think it's rather possessive of you? You've gotta give her some freedom to make friends!" That's me. Although i would feel a little jealous as well. But i can't be so controlling can i?

"Well. I don't see a reason why she have to do it when i don't message any other girls except her"

"Yeah.. you've got a point there.."

Hmm. That left me pondering. Should such a situation befall me, should i kick a big fuss about it as well? Or should i just brush it aside? Well. Tough question eh?

He then added that sometimes he feel that gives so much more than he takes and that his girlfriend does not give as much as him. I almost wanted to like high-five him. I felt the exact same way in my previous relationships. But not with ker hui of course. I realised that sometimes you have to think about what your girlfriend actually did for you, instead of thinking of how much you give up for her etc. And this line will come real handy. Just because someone doesnt love you as much as you want her to, doesnt mean she does not love you with all that she has got.

Thats about all. I'm getting real sleepy. Woohoo. One more day of work and i'll get to see ker hui the day after =D Say cheeeeeeeers!


I knew from the start we were very different from each other. But opposites do attract and now i'm becoming like you, and you becoming like me. So much so that i'm already believing that we're really meant for each other. Do you?