*the tough gets going*

Hey all, i'm back from ipoh, after spending my life's longest 3 days definitely. And i would really like to take this chance to thank all of you guys for your good wishes and concern. Seriously, im touched at the amount of good pals i have.. even my form teacher came to my house to drop me a note, asking me should i need help, i can look for her. All this proves that there's love in this world.. and i'm glad to realise that.

Believe it or not.. i'm really at a loss of words at the moment.. im pleasantly surprised at the words of consolation from all of you guys.. of coz, i will take these words and propel me forward in my life.

Listen guys, i'm a living example of not being able to tell your mom how much u love her till it's too late. My story isn't some possibly made up story u can find in the net or wadsoever.. mine's true.. 100% true.

I truly regret for not being able to be dere for my mom, even for weeks or months before her death, let alone the moment she passed away. Now that everything's over.. the least i can do now is to fulfill what my mom wrote to me before she chose to leave us.

But nope, its not the same for you guys. you've got time on your hands, so go right up and tell your parents u love them. And yeap cherish everything you love and any other things that would change your life should they disappear. Don't ever ever follow in my foot steps.

*Always remember, it's your mother whom granted you the ability to love, the ability to do things you like in life. how? by undergoing 9 months of pain. Be thankful*