*grief. pain.*

I've got no idea what i should say right now. I just feel really wretched and consumed by guilt. I'm gonna be open about this, my mother has just passed away today..

Death hits everyone eventually.. i know that, and i'll keep that fact to remain strong. But i just really feel freaking pissed as in.. why can't I get to see her one last time alive.. or at least give me some time to get a good job, make grand kids for her. Why deprive me of this chance..

I'll be off to ipoh for a few days. I dont noe what'll happen to me. Maybe it's another part of life. A part that hurts really badly.

-please.. appear in my dream and give me your final words*