*less than 4 mths*
and counting down. its just less than 4 mths to eternal depression. how i wish time could just stop.
Alright, weee! today's the last day of school. And it means i have to go for Outward Bound Singapore reaaaaaaaaaaaalllllllllllly soon.(this monday btw) I'm nervous, not exactly tho, perhaps more of worrying. anything can happen in 5 days. I just fear that.. i'm not given enough time to express my love or something. Like an air plane taking off with a small area of run way. will it crash or not, that's the question.
I'm an emotional person. I think so too. I'm a guy who kinda doesnt acts like one. Tend to over worry and hyper sensitive. even mdm jamillah said so. She's my form teacher anyways. She just kinda warned me about Boy Girl relationships. told me never ever let it affect ur studies and most relationships don't last, at our age.
Sho im wondering.. wouldnt it be a self fufilled prophecy if i keep that "ahh.. its gonna end anyway" kind of mindset in dealing my current relationship? if i don't expect it to last, will it ever last? Sort out my thoughts please, give me all the answers i want please.
haha, another teacher told me this again. "you can do anything under the sun, but just don't get caught". i still remember, my pri skewl teacher, mr chong, told me the same thing as well. Heh, great minds think alike ya?
preparing to go for taekwondo shoon. it's so weird being a white belt and having a girl friend whos black. eh, but dont look down at me, i get black belt let u see =x.
-there's no point in stopping and notice how many people are there trying to outdo, outperform, outrun you. What matters most is that you keep on running, and be loved in return.-
Friday, September 03, 2004
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
1 comment:
Since you ask for comments, well, Mdm Jamilah has said it...and if you still remember, I have also said it, even till the very last day. It is very very true. 99.9% of most relationships at your age will never last. It's just a growing up thingy...or what you all will say as 'experience'.
Friend, you still have a long way to go. Life is a journey...you will take some bruises and cuts here and there...just don't want you to die along the way, that's all.
Anyway, it's your choice and decision ya? Take care.
Post a Comment