*take it easy will you*

Hrmm, i suppose that's what all my teammates will tell me right after the soccer match. Chose to walk away though.. just pretty upset over the loss.

Yup, played a match today.. a match that all of us thought we could win, yet we lost terribly. Answers anyone?

Perhaps its because i fail to bring up the morale of our team. Yes i admit, it was my fault that i had to shout off my head at every single mistake. I've been through that, being shouted for a careless mistake. It doesn't feel nice at all, and i end up playing, discouraged.

So why am i doing that to my own teammates? Perhaps I expect too much from them, all of us will get tired somehow and lose concentration , thus making mistakes. Or maybe, it's because of my desire to win. So strong that i got involved in this match so seriously and totally forgot my aim in playing soccer. My aim is to have fun, have something to cheer about, seeing my teammates cheering away and destress from the hectic school life.

I'm a rather simple person. I do things that have some sort of an aim. Be it doing the silly chinese corrections or some punishment which requires intensive writing, I tell myself that "hey! you can improve your handwriting", and so on. Yet i totally ignored the aim i have today.. argh.

This saturday, there will be a match again, against some tougher opponents i sppose. Time to redeem myself peeps!

ps: hey hey, thanks for being there for me and waiting patiently for my soccer match to end. Really appreciate it alortx. I'll pay back ten fold or hundred fold, ah wadeva =x thankew dear =P