*the desire to achieve*

Hrmm yeap. Guess that's the motto i gave during the SSC(Senior Specialists Course) interview. Well, guess it's because of the super duper stiff competition for the 5 slots.

Thankfully, I made it to the shortlisted cadets for this course. Yeah, with tis course, you'll gain a Staff Sgt rank at least. Anyways to me, rank ish nothing, it is the posting that matters the most.

Had the first training with the other top 9 today. Oh yeah, 10 people were shortlisted. Pretty nervous, and you can see it in all of our faces. Thankfully, the selection is held over several weeks.

However, the problem is that you habta really be a commander and a smart alec at times. So, it'll be inevitable to offend someone. What's more, it'll be like a boot camp. After every training, one cadet will be booted out of the shortlisted 10, till 5 remains.

Pretty challenging eh? Guess it'll be a test on how much every single one of us desire the place in SSC. Had a kinda good head start today, selected as one of the five member in the "Training commitee" It's either I do well or I get kicked out. I know I have the capability to do it. I can, I will, I must.

Anyways back to my life excluding ncc. to hastmana: eh eh eh, you better take the greatest care of yourself alwights? seriously it pains me to see you suffering in pain. to put it simply, its breaking me apart >.<~~ Why..? coz i need you dearie dear dear =x

Kay, time to report to her =x *dials number*

ps: Happy thrEE mOnth!! *91 days*