*yet all i want is to hide in the dark*

Sleep. People love to sleep. Strange thing is, i dislike sleeping. Issit a blessing or a curse? People complain that dey couldnt sleep becoz of stress, yet for me, the more stress i have, the easier i'm able to sleep. And i sleep fer really long hours. Shld i be glad or be angry?

Roughly at 3.30am i sppose, during the half time interval btw the match of 2 soccer giants, Spain and Portugal, chose to lie on my bed for a moment. Yeap u guessed it, i fell asleep. How useless ya? and woke up at 1 pm. Supposed to meet up wiff some pals to play basketball and LAN, yet my mind chose to sleep till soo late. sigh..

Don't feel very good today. Feeling real moody.. possibly sad. My emotions are all jumbled up..and doesnt feels nice at all. Blasting solitaire atm.. really nice song. Haha.. has some dark essence to it. Can visualize the days of tis lonely man in the song... and possibly my future?

Been noticing alort of my frens using loads of ... when dey sms, or even when they chat. Perhaps im a rather pessimistic person, but to me it seems as tho the other party who uses ... seem sad. Well issit true? Research time!

Life goes on for Portugal! Haha.. something to be happy about. Portugal defeated spain! Sure doesnt feel right to see the host country out sho early. At the expense of spain tho. Nevertheless, euro 2004 will be nicer fer sure.

Guess i'll play need for speed 2 now. It's really nice, the dark tracks , the rock music, and the speed of the car. makes me depress for some reasons yet i'm hooked on it. I'm a contradict.