*knock it down!!*

Push ups. In my ncc life, i hated those 3 words. Either that or "see the fence over dere? Touch it and get back here". Those were corporal punishment. Even as a 2nd sgt, I cant run away from it.

Just returned from part a camp(sec 1 cadets), pretty shagged that i slept over 13 hours. Yes.. i missed portugal vs england. Screw NCC.. or rather screw myself.

Anyways, was platoon commander for one of the part a platoons.(dey were separated into 2 platoons). Yea.. in regard to the 1st paragraph, it just doesnt feel good to say the words i myself hate to some younger juniors. Some argue that we went thru the same shit, now the younger generation must go thru it as well.

Forced to do so anyways, people claimed that im not strict enough. Maybe i really aint strict, but i just feel the right way is to inspire instead. Maan, im just so confused. Yes, part a are really very bad disciplined. Have to shout at them several times to get them moving. Drill wise, dey arent really tt good either. Is that a reason good enough for me to pump them? Or is there a better way other den knocking them down?

The answer will come in the near future i hope. The seniors will be passing down the roles of leaders tous. I'm pushing for this particular part PC(platoon commander). Hopefully I get it, else NCC life will be pretty boring.

Yeap, skool starting shoon. This holiday been filled with CCA activities. Guess it'll be a hard time trying to cope with my studies. *neeeeds a breather*

::where are you when i need you..::