*does it mean anything...?*

Down and out.. for i fell sick today. Terrible.. been ages since i fell sick and nows its hard to cope. guess its some kind of common flu ba.. but accompanied wiff fever.

nevertheless.. went out early morning for ncc mutual lesson. gotta force myself to go if i wanna make it for 2nd Sgt... den after tt, had sc meeting regarding aNASing race. hate my station, its lyk sho boring there. maan.. i was sick thru out. well after all tt, went on to clementi wiff sum pals for some work schedule. yeap.. gonna work for 4 days. 5 bucks per hour, not bad ehz? sho.. gooded luck to me, gonna learn loads of stuff.

here am i, feeling weak and down once again. It's owaes lyk dis, suddenly everything juz seems to be gloomy , and end up i feel sad over nthing. I really think too much i believe.. but i cant change for the better.. argh..

I must not let these problems defeat me.. the upcoming 2 weeks ish gonna be hellish fer me. make or break, hope i don fall sick.. alryte.. going off to rest nows, tata all.