*home sweet home*

Maann.. just woke up after sleeping seven hours straight. guess i was really tired after the recent chalet. i'm now suffering for not sleeping sufficiently, *sick*

Well the chalet was great i guess.. just realised how much i neglected my gooded friends during previous chalet outings. I only had designs on getting nearer to her(in a good way i mean, as in trying woo a girl) and totally didnt care about my friends.

How foolish was I. Thankfully, i realised i had many good buddies that could be part of my "ah pek gang" Well whats "ah pek gang" exactly? Its an idea ivan introduced me and i found it pretty meaningful. Well, i'm sure you've seen old people over at nearby coffee shops, drinking coffee and reminicising old times. (maybe i guess. i dont know hokkien very well. but be aware, that some may be tiko peks.)

So yea, i intend to keep contact with them for as long as possible, and hopefully, when all of us lose youth to the never stopping time, we can get back together and talk about the good old times. Remember me, guys =)

I got drunk. for the first time of my life. Got totally insane. Now, i won't say what exactly happen, what i did exactly. but i was really stupid. and now im rueing in embarrasment for what i have done. I guess that particular instance when I decided to booze, i was depressed.

"the magic of one's first love can never be forgotten". any truth in that? yes i reckon. just ask around, even some hardcore serial daters, who could ever forget their first love? I'm sure they'll remember, at least the name of their first love.

Yeah so for me, she was there, during the chalet. Perhaps not as much as before, but the attraction was still there. i mean, for me to her, as in im attracted to her. This moments of strong attraction... yes you call them "Chemistry" Don't get me wrong for saying that, i've got over her. I wanna be looking forward.

Ran out of insipiration of what to write. Still there is, many things in my head that i would love to pour out in this treasured blog of mine. My blog's great! Never complaining and always giving in to my demanding number of words. All right, the ink shall stop here.

Ever wonder why it's so hard to remain friends after breaking up? Unless its mutual, it'll be indeed hard to remain friends. Why? You may ask. After all, it's just being friends. Simply it's because you've been physically and mentally intimate before. Now tell me, would you really be interested what your ex have to say about his or her current squeeze? Or perhaps, listening to his or her glee in finding a better someone than you were?