*food for thought*

taking a short break from maple for now. gaming the entire day aint really good for your health ya? But on the other hand, tomorrow there's work, means no more gaming, so perhaps i should play? Nvm, whatever, it's me again. always so indecisive. (theres so many decisions to make within this week). But i guess i just wanna update my blog for now.

Just watched ren wo hao you. "the champions" in english. teen drama. it's been ages since i got myself totally hooked to a drama series, but i did so with "the champions" Its nice, serious. Loads of love triangles, good plot, beautiful people (jeanette aw... *slurps*), eveel people getting painfully tortured, and hopefully a perfect ending tomorrow.

Well, in the show, love seems to be really romantic. i believe this is the same for movies. Like wimbledon, titanic or other famous love shows. Love seems to be so perfect. (i forgot, turn left turn right was great too) Yet in actualy terms, love can be really painful as well.

Unfortunately, i had to learn what love exactly is the hard way. the painful way. i'm left broken hearted twice. So what on earth went wrong? what what what what? is it me or wad? yes i suppose its all my fault. but just one more chance? nope, i cant have it anymore. enough chances already. i'm given up upon. cause i don't deserved to be loved anymore. dang. game over.

just read someone's blog. was talking about whether true love exists. that brings me back to the debate of on screen relationships. does the "happily ever after" ending actually exists? maybe. but only those really fortunate people get to have it. ah well.. someone told me that i'm just fifteen, there's many more people you'll meet. yea perhaps, it's all growing up i guess.

some advice to broken hearts. don't , i repeat, don't get into another relationship with another person when you're just left broken hearted. cause you'll end up being broken hearted all over again. you've gotta get over your ex first. and don't be too desperate either. Girls hate desperate guys, but as for meeting desperate girls, you won't find them anywhere.

Girls are getting more and more mentally strong ya? and guys are getting more and more oversensitive and overreacting. If the trend continues being tis way, girls will own the world i tell you.

Whoa, long entry. Didn't know i had so much to grumble about. Guess.. it's back to maple story! au revoir~