*lapse of concentration*

Hmm.. been long it seems eh? Let's back track a little... Last entry reads: 4/4/05. my bad guys, been 21 days! Ahh, didnt have much to write lately. You know, you really need to have some sort of inspiration to write sometimes. Or maybe let your mind drift to a galaxy far far away often, so that you can come up crap to talk about.

Anyways, the reason why i didnt was i guess.. because of the game i'm currently super hooked on to. It is none other than Warcraft 3 : DoTa. Not only does it makes you hooked, it makes your mind go figuring out ways to counter this move, that move etc. Yes sounds like chinese chess. but way more fun. (if my dad see this, he'll prolly sigh and drop me a comment, wishing me to do the same to tackle those freaking maths questions)

You know sometimes, your body feels very tired but the smartest organ in you just refuse to comply with the physical needs of your body. Perhaps, mental needs come first. Well, it happened for me last night. There i was, rolling around in my bed, as thoughts after thoughts attacked me, one after another. Before you brush it off as some mental problems, hear me out.

Memories. good or bad, unforgettable or forgettable. doesnt matter. but one thing that's certain that once you have memories, it can never be erased.

I was reminisicing over my previous loves. All the sweet and bad ones. (i'm a balanced person). And i realised both actually hurts. It's pretty duh for bad ones, but for the sweet ones. why? Although it happened once, but the reality has it that you no longer get to relive such memories. Sigh yea?

Don't get me wrong. I believe i've totally got over them. But i guess its this phase now that i can bring back memories and indulge in the afterglow. Cool huh? Speaking of which, my love life's barren! Seriously there's no girl i can place my eyes on at the moment. Blessing? Maybe.

Alwight i know this entry kinda sucks, but hey just treat this entry as some CPR exercise. i'm trying to revive this poor blog of mine. lalala.. the keyboard spoils here.


sometimes, one can be happier with his ability to think taken away..

*reality bites*

So after a lengthy wait in the queue finally ends, you hurriedly step right up to the counter, praying that the tickets wouldn't be sold out. Behind you are your bunch of pals, gazing upon you with those wishful pair of eyes, and there you go, the tickets are in your hands and you heave a sigh of relief. Hurrah.

Next you purchase your popc0rn and drinks, afraid to order the large and tempting looking size of Coke, for the fear of having to rush off to pee during the movie. (i still can't fathom out why leonard needs to go toilet all the time) And quietly, you hush your pals to their seats and eventually settle comfortably on your seat. The munching begins, and so does the movie.

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I've watched 3 movies lately, if im not wrong, within the previous 3 days. Swing girls, turn left turn right (on the teevee) and Be cool. Fortunately, all 3 movies are of good calibre and i certainly enjoy them throughly. Seriously, i would like to recommend Swing Girls to all of you guys. Sound cheesy eh the title? But nah, it's not some sex-related flick or whatsoever. Well, let me sum it up for you.. hmm, it's a comedy, packed with a little romance, coupled with some fantasy and great music. Jazz music that is. You really gotta catch it.

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You walked out, rather wobbly after two hours or so being immobile at your seat. And here's when the biting part comes in. (taking into effect that the movie is good one). You realise the show's over, yea, The End. And you wish it would continue on and play the happy moments. but sometimes in life, too much is not good, and so the producer of the movie played his cards right by not extending the ending too much. Sigh, so you dragged ur unwilling legs to the rest room, and start dreaming with nostalgia of the carefree life and the happy moments the characters in the movie had. And the nostalgia lingers on...
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Well, that's how i felt after watching swing girls. Man, i wish i'm in the show, living the life of the main character or something. Everything was so picture perfect, so beautiful, and so fantastic. And the romance part, omg the girl was drop dead gorgeous. (jap gals still tip top number one!) But then my smart alec brain decides to make me figure out what's reality and what's not. And with that, i landed from the sky down to earth with a loud thud. ouch. that's life for you, sadly.

Remember matrix? "everything that has a beginning has an end" Uh well, it kinda makes me feel better saying so. So true love has an end? I'm confused.

I've bumped into my ex twice lately i think. It definitely ain't a nice feeling. I find it so hard to say even a "hi" to her. One thing i would really wanna figure out is what causes a once love birds to turn out this way after tis process called "break up". Is love such a magical force? Ah, whatever..


I hope you'll turn right when i turn left..